Enough with the photography and let me give you darlings an update on what's really happening to the individual currently.
TOPIC: WORK AND SCHOOL.
With regards to the four letter word that I hate most (W O R K), I think I really need to head to the all the temples in Singapore to actually do a special prayer. I was working with a few places lately and all were CONTRACTED. People say it's due to recession. Some say it racialism. A few feels that it's not the right time (ok these few are the spritual believers).
If you ask me, seriously, I ain't got a clue why. I don't know why I just can't get just a regular low paid job that easily. It's either you suffer for a few months to get one or it's through a referral. Life sucks when you are not employed. You will never get respected if you are not doing anything. Oh, sorry for not emphasizing the word NEVER.
When this painful torture is going on, classes are getting tedious now. Assignments are tougher but I sure know that the end results will be the only thing to make me feel good about my assignments. Although lessons and assignments can be interesting, but what about the materials needed for them? Softwares from the Adobe range are super Ex and I have no idea how to get them cheaper and faster. Sometimes I wish I had a fat salary in order to purchase whatever software for school and also freelance stuff.
I realise that the country I live in, ain't easy to survive. It's a real challenge as stuff are getting more expensive. I think a lot of people living here are doing double jobs, like what I used to do when I was employed.
Feeling unemployed is horrible. Trust me.
"An Idle Mind is a Devil's Workshop." This, I truly believe.
TOPIC: HABITS
I have started to do stuff which I have never ever wanted to do in my life as I always thought that I was always the opposite when it comes to stuff like reading a novel, heading to the gym, eating fruits, having cereals for breakfast instead of bread.
I have started reading novels. Let share a little bit on a book that I have completed reading.
Title: Little Bitty Lies
Author: Mary Kate Andrews (I think)
The story goes like this. Mary Kate(not the author of course!) had a drinking session with her BFF. BFF was telling her about her divorce procedure with her ex hubby. BFF then told Mary Kate that she know nuts about how a divorce is until she sees one for herself. Mary Kate thought she was drunk and assumed that she was talking rubbish. Once she head back home, she sees a note on her fridge or something from her husband and BANG! He claims that he's divorcing her. From there, Mary Kate has gone bizarre by doing so many things that you would never imagine.
From reading this book, I could understand how a woman's anger can aggrevate a lot of things. All because of the man she loved her whole life claims for a divorce. Worst still, how can any woman take the fact that the man she lived with for more the two decades is actually a criminal? I can't remember if that dude in the story was an international criminal but who cares? A criminal is a person who has done crime, right?
I almost laughed at certain chapters in that book. Mary Kate and her BFF were really cute and funny when it came to the shocking note on that fridge. I shan't say more, go get the book and enjoy reading!
Currently I am reading Twighlight. I know it's a popular book but I purposely bought the book because I wanted to know what's so great that every girl out there is like so goo goo gaa gaa over this story and worst still, most girls I know is crazy about the character in the book, Edward. "God knows why." I told myself when I heard about the craze over that pretty boy that most girls love.
After reading a few chapters in the book, I realise why the girls are so over this strong pretty faced boy with Gold Eyes. I started to realise how indirectly flirtatious this boy was and also, how he reacts to Bella whenever she is around. If I was Bella, I would have been having fairytale dreams with such beautiful endings. But one thing, he is a vampy. And the story goes on.
Now comes my physical self. I am starting to head to the gym recently. Food intake is limited as well. Hardly any rice in my food. More vegetables and fruits now. I don't believe that this is me doing this. Oh well, I realise that it's good and healthy. So why worry? I do have to lose those extra kilos anyway. This is my only source of excersise now. Gotta hit my target. Ok that's personal. Shhhhh!!!!!!
Hopefully I updated you guys well enough on my life for now. Will be uploading stuff on my Jakz trip again. This time, it's the baby's episode. Haha.
Ciaoz!
posted by ..BLaCkDiVa.. @ 11:43 AM
