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Well well, it's been really a while that I have actually typed about issues, ya?

Great News is that I got something which is sort of what I wanted in life. Bad news is, I gonna quit some of the things I love doing before.

Probably I will be only doing my freelance stuff ONLY if I happen to be free. It's all due to the new career I am in. HA! I used the word Career instead of Job. Yinteresting you might think.

There's lots of planning to do for the next year. Oh wait! If I am not mistaken, there's 22 days left for the new year. A new beginning once again. This time, this new beginning got lots of planning to do. I gotta start planning for new stuff that I wanna take up, start planning on my financial situations and moreover, gotta start planning on the next step in life.

Coming back to the 22 days, do you know how fast these 22 days will become 0 days? The world is spinning instead of rotating. No wonder they say the world is "shrinking". Shrinking by having high technology and getting things done fast instead of those days where you really feel things take a longer time then now.

Another thought has come to my head. After catching 2012 and after receiving such messages like the world is ending in 2012 via mobile phone, it got me started thinking about how I was suppose to react when such a thing occurs. What can be done? Where do I go? What if I get sucked into the earth's core? Which other world will I end up living in? Will I get married by then? How do I survive this? If I am dead, is it heaven or hell? What about the people around me? Will they be fine? And etc, etc & etc....

By reading these questions might make you laugh. Think again. It's really something sad and scary to think about. If there's a Fire in the building, we can handle. Earthquake, can handle. THIS MAJOR DISASTER where the world is affected? HOW?? WHAT?? WHEN?? WHERE is answered. But, WHY? Why must this happen? Is God bored of having the same kind of world? But this world is so beautiful! Why God? Why? Is it true that the world is going to end? If this really happens, do you how inconsiderate can you be? People who have been innocent in their whole lives will die from this! Ok ok..there I go thinking to much again.

Well, bottom line is, we just gotta live day by day. If it happens, it happens for some reason. My frustration on God for this is pointless actually. Maybe He has better options for us. We will never know until the day has finally come.

posted by ..BLaCkDiVa.. @ 6:12 PM