It's been more then 2 months since I have blogged!

Hmm..well, what can I say about the Year of the Tiger?

I have been hearing that it's not gonna be that great this year. It might be like how 2008 would be. Or even worse. Somehow, I agree with the latter.

Beginning of the year was good. Merry making with regards to New Year's Eve, followed by the long weekend, thanks to the Chinese New Year holidays. When it comes to March, hmmm....

Although there's going to be lots of Weddings, ROMs, Engagements etc, I just have this dark sense that something devastating could happen this year. True enough, the universe tend to play with my surroundings and it's causing me to lose control of my situations. I feel that I have lost one of the biggest battles in life, which is really not OK at all.

I do not wish to share it here but it has affected me so badly that I am struggling to concentrate on crucial matters around me at work or anywhere. No matter how much I don't want to think about it, deep down it's coming back. It's like a haunting of some evil chant or something. I don't know.

To be honest, I am not that of a spiritual geek but, if it's the universe which is doing this, I'd better seek the Highest Rank of All to get this universe straight that this is my path and I am the only one walking on it and nothing else.

I hope the Almighty understands my pain and agony on what they have written for me. Does He really want me to go through something so painful? Does He really want to see his child whom he have created suffer? Does he? Really?

I understand the point that whatever happens, it happens for the best. But seriously, Dear Lord, is this really for the best you are doing this? I need some answers. I demand as it's my life! Just because you created me does not mean that I am your puppet! If that's the case, you have made a mistake by adding subjects in us called, "FEELINGS & EMOTIONS".

I am so sorry, I just couldn't hold myself together. Please forgive my actions but I have really come to a point which I cannot control.

Om Shakti, please give me the strength to hold on to this. I love you more than anything in the world.





posted by ..BLaCkDiVa.. @ 11:35 AM



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